My tiger spirit baby.

#mamamonday "Now Saint is a ghost. He and I can now love equally. He knows the things I have been hiding all these years. Now I must tell my daughter everything. That she is a daughter of a ghost. She has no chi. No balance. This is my greatest shame. How can one leave this world without leaving her their spirit?" I worry about this day often. The day I have to tell my daughter the truth about her biological father. I have to deliver the pain of the details and then help her let go of any anger those details may bring, like they once brought me. I hope that on that day, her tiger spirit will stand strong and not crumble under the weight of a man's foul selfish choices...and if it does,  I will hold her and I will fight for her, and even fight her herself until she remembers there is a tiger inside her and that he played no part in the strength of that spirit.

Shes beautiful.

My home has a heart beat. 

Feelins n stuff

Because we say "I love you" like its our remedy & our poison. Because he says it as a statement of never having stopped, despite his attempts. He is my umbrella & he is my rain.
-cl

Disneyworld

Where my boys at?

I have so many many things to say about breastfeeding,  womens rights and empowerment... I will save you the words that I am sure you hear women roaring about because it gets a little repetitive.  I will however say this, as a man, especially a man who loves a women YOU should be fighting too. Staying silent is being just as loud as those trying to oppress these topics. No more of this bullshit "Not my fight, not my battle" bullshit. Thats YOUR girl being slammed for her right to breastfeed YOUR child. All these causes, all these fights, they are not for women to carry on their own. They are a worldwide fight and I will be DAMNED if I keep any man in my life that doesnt have my back. You want a women? You better have her back. Point blank. To those men yelling just as loud, unashamed to stand up for the rights of women and mothers in the world, I commend you. YOU are men. YOU are being heard. Stand up for womenhood and motherhood.

Lately

I dont have a lot of words lately,  so I dont really write them. Too much to say about too many emotions,  and no words to express them. Is that numb?

Jaidy bug